I'm going to call my psychiatrist and tell him I want to discontinue the new pain meds. Meditating makes me feel a lot better and has no side effects besides taking 2 hours out of my day.
Taking 2 hours
to meditate every day seemed like a lot to me. But with these meds, I'm losing most of every
day and feeling like there's no point in leaving the apartment. Frankly, I'd rather live with the pain and feel more alive.