once upon a time
ink color of dried blood
not enough ink
dried out leaves
bully pushing my head into
cold cold snowbank
tasting crystals of snowflake
crunchy
cold
crushed
warm wet face chin drip drop
blood on snow beautiful bright
rainbow in my tears
i will never fit in
not enough paper to write
ink running out
can't fit into box
pages torn, cramming self into bud vase
how to pronounce "vase" without offending anyone
how to fit in
how to get enough space to breathe
nose keeps bleeding
snow falling silences cries
numbs the pain
covers up everything dirty and brown